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Youre everywhere I look,
Yet youre not actually here.
Youve got me so hooked,
Id give anything to have you near.
Ive loved you true,
Since the moment we met.
Yet Im so blue,
For you forever I did not get.
For that short time,
My dreams were realized.
And on my dime,
You took to the skies.
In my everlasting night,
You flew to my heart.
But you were my light,
And your love created the spark.
The fire in me burns,
And no one can put it out,
My body and soul for you yearns,
As only my eyes pout.
Of all the men Ive loved,
None has ever made me feel,
That they were sent from above,
An angel from heaven for me to steal.
But here you are in my heart,
A feeling I will never lack.
When we meet again we shall not part,
Because in you I have found my love...
1/4/02
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High School Begins
Anticipating the future,
With only knowledge of the past,
That first day of high school,
An impression that really lasts.
Scared of the teachers,
Worried about the work,
The pressure alone,
Is enough to make you go berserk!
As you walk through the front door,
New sights smells and sounds,
Peeping from your shell at all thats new,
Your world is flipped upside down.
Setting up your locker,
Searching for your first class,
Will your friends be there?
Maybe then your fright will pass.
Finally you sit down,
A voice tells you to relax,
Looking around in despair,
Youre about to freak out to the max!
The counselor descends,
Like an angel and you calm,
Maybe this wont be so bad,
Maybe youll have something to go on.
She starts to welcome the room,
As students come trickling in,
You look around and see,
They are all in the same situation!
The idea starts to dawn,
Wow Im actually not alone!
Maybe high school will be fun,
For everyone, just like me needs to grow.
January 2002 |
Mirror Image
A change of heart; a change of mind.
A life less beautiful; is so unkind.
When all bonds break; the dam unravels.
Flows forth truth; reality forever baffles.
Secure in love; without warning given.
All is lost; forever shattered.
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Ever
I haven't held you yet,
But I can't let go.
I haven't felt you dear,
But you're so close to my heart.
I haven't touched your shoulder,
But I can still see it wet with my tears.
For no matter where you go, or where we stand,
I forever will love you.
I will never let go.
10/31/01
Fly
As high as the freedom,
flashing wildly into the wind,
my own answer slumbers,
with tears falling on the grain.
Like a needle into my heart,
pain is not mine to be had,
for the numbing love that presides,
makes for unquestioning faith and devotion.
Blowing, wildly searching for the sky,
a shimmer and sparkle as I slowly divide.
Everywhere, anywhere, with open heart, body and soul.
I feel the floating, the blue of the free.
As others fall, I know I shallnt,
For Im true and confines cannot hold - my feelings for you.
As others fall, together we will,
Fly.
5/30/01
Love's Suicide
If I were to love you,
would you love me?
If I were to long for you,
would you miss me?
If I were to idolize you,
would you withdraw from me?
If I were to give in to you,
would you be satisfied with me?
If I were to sanctify you,
would you release me?
If I were to call on you,
would you threaten me?
If I were to miss you,
would you disappear from me?
If I were to love you,
would it kill me?
Summer of 2000
Dance
As I move forward, he retreats.
As I climb back, he follows.
A short caress, the small of the back,
The warmth of breath, nape of the neck.
Two steps forward, he looks away.
Forever three steps behind is where we reside.
Together as one, yet as estranged as the sea,
To spin, to twirl,
Flashing eyes, a triumph.
Absent of love, full of passion,
But each to his own we dance.
12/13/01
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